Today.......I'm alone .....

Today I'll send a signal
A signal no one but me can see or hear
I wish just one person
Any one person would listen
No one's here
I'm alone
Devastated , Torn , Scared , Sad , Hurt .


I know someone out there will listen
Where are they ?
I see no one
I'm in a crowded room
Why do i feel alone with so many people ?
No one's listening .

I know I must have don't something wrong
Why else am I who I am ?
Did I do something so long ago I can't remember it ?
Maybe
Who knows .

My end is near
I see it
It's as clear as day
I can't help but think it'll be painful
So painful I wont be able to stand it
After it ends though ,it'll be BEAUTIFUL ........

When will the Killing End ???

A determined soul trapped by a deceived heart....
When will the killing end ?

To bring around the new era....
When will the killing end ?

To protect the innocent people.....
When will the killing end ?

Slaying in the darkness.............
When will the killing end ?

But deep in the heart a question is asked ...
When will the killing end ?